Joy…Down in my Heart to Stay!

When you were a young child, I bet many of you, like me, sang the song… “I’ve got that joy, joy, joy, joy, down in my heart. Down in my heart. Down in my heart. I’ve got that joy, joy, joy, joy, down in my heart. Down in my heart to stay! Down in my…

A Godly Father

I woke up this morning unable to sleep and as I lay in bed with my own thoughts, they are about my dad. I miss him everyday and as I walk this cancer journey, there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t long for his big strong hug. Sunday is Father’s day and…

When I am weak, He is strong.

This week has been hard…my spirit has been weak. I am tired and don’t want to do this anymore. We can all handle change and feeling poorly for a certain amount of time…and then we hit a brick wall. I hit that brick wall. I want my energy back. I want my hair back. I…

Why?

Oh, the questions. Not the questions that are easy to answer, but those that we don’t know the answers to…how frustrating they are. Why did this one bee sting take my dad’s life? He was such a good man, why him? Why did my sister Sara have to endure so much pain? She was so…

Peace.

After losing dad suddenly from a bee sting in July of 2010, and then losing Sara in September of 2011 from a disease called Ankylosing Spondylitis, I prayed so hard to just feel peace. My head knew that they were happy and in their awesome new home in heaven, but my heart hurt so badly and…